i've found my new Stell! doesn't jordana look like a prosser?

in the middle of the night, when i look north, i find these really high wispy clouds that are white.. and i'm guessing that they're high enough in the atmosphere for the sun to hit them? - i'm not sure. they always grab my attention. i love the long summer days here, but at the same time, i'm glad the nights are getting darker - more stars. and it's been warm enough to stay outside. if i start a star party club, i wonder who i could get to join...

healing.
it's been an interesting week. healing. resting. feeling stuck... trying to use my time productively, but then losing focus and passing out. it takes more energy to heal than i thought. sunday was great - lovely friends chauffeured me to and from church. sofia has been staying over.. and we've been taking care of each other. today she came home with yellow roses for me.. my favorite. tuesday was rough - i couldn't keep my codine down... etc. but it's been getting a little easier each day. i'm trying to not beat myself up for taking it easy. i'm addicted to donald miller's searching for God knows what, and have been sitting on my balcony producing some vitamin D in my skin. gonna try to take a short walk in a little while. my inbox is screaming at me to get back to my loved ones.. (thank you for your patience...).. one thing at a time.

otherwise, everything is, and has been, beautiful. i ask God to overwhelm me - and then oh shit! it happens! overwhelmed in the best ways - and if anyone is capable of doing that - He is. the fall is getting closer, and even though it is full of unknowns, i'm excited to see what He has in store. He is my provider. i'm looking for part time work and sorta fell into a part time nanny job (15 hrs/wk) which might be amazing (nothing is written in stone yet. if everything works out, i'll start mid-august). and then i'm figuring out how to be an artist who makes money being an artist. tons of ideas. one thing at a time. one day at a time.

on thursday, philip took cirre and me sailing. it was such a beautiful day... unfortunately though, jumping from ship to shore, and as gracefully as possible of course, slipped and landed, spraining my right ankle and fracturing a bone on the left side of my left foot. for the rest of the day i couldn't walk by myself. yesterday i went to see a dr., and within an hour had x-rays and results (i love the health care system here). in four weeks i should be all better. but for now i'll be taking it easy, hobbling around my apartment.

one foot, two feet,
green foot, blue feet.

"reality is like a fine wine. it will not appeal to children."
/Donald Miller, searching for God knows what

släkt fest

good morning sun, let me go back to sleep?

jessica's birthday in sandhamn

Philip took us kayaking.